Happiness in 2021!

 We just came home from my mom's place. We celebrated New Year there. Now I am having coffee while writing this. It is day 1 of 365 days of the year 2021! Yay!

 We chose to celebrate in a very minimal way. Last Christmas we only cooked what we can consume for dinner. This New Year's Eve I baked a cake and cooked Lechon caldereta and brought them at my mom's. This is the first time na wala kameng leftover haha. 

This is also the first time I didn't follow any feng-shui or color of the year thingy haha. 

 Our New Year's eve was quite busy because of the incoming orders and while waiting for the orders to cook. I was drinking coffee while having a quiet conversation to God .I thought about every hurtful events in the past. All the worries and fear I was holding This year I promise to not regret anything and that I will leave everything in God's hands.

 This is probably the first time I feel ecstatic during new year! I don't know but I am just in high spirit at this moment. I was waiting for my self to feel negative kase ganun ako nuon whenever I feel happy doubts would suddenly creep in pero hindi eh super goodvibes, feel good lang chill lang unlike last year during our party at home ang bigat sa pakiramdam kase ang dami kong iniisip. well,I just don't know why feeling negative just evanesce.

 I feel so great I laughed hard last night. Me and my sisters sipped wine, drank alcohol a little. No, It didn't make me forget of the current problems of course but It's just an amazing feeling and with that I am claiming that awesome things will happen this 2021.

 I am thankful for all the lessons learned last year. I promise to be better. I promise to be closer to God, I will not welcome hate, negative people and toxic relationship in my life this year. I will not be a burden to anyone. I will always be happy I will connect with my my best friends regularly. I will laughed more this year. I won't stress my self with anything that is out of my control. I will move away from fake people. I trust myself that I can do so much better than before. I will keep learning new things. I know there are so much possibilities and it's for me to take and I won't just take them but I will embrace them fully.

I will choose to be happy this year and I hope you too!

Cheers to good health and life this 2021 mga marze! 

"Do not worry about tomorrow; tomorrow will take care of itself. 

Sufficient for a day is its own evil"   Matthew 6:34